I am just not excited about finale 😦

I have been up until a few weeks ago but right now I could just as easily not go. I know I will have a fabulous time once I get there, and I would never really consider not going. Although having twisted my ankle agin carrying stuff down stairs the other day, I am even more nervous about the workout.

I guess it doesn’t help that I tried my dress on the other night and its too tight. I have a back up but I feel pretty bleurgh about that. It will be fine – but I love how I feel in the other one.

I was sitting here last night exhausted and I suddenly realised I haven’t been to the gym or exercised formally in the last week. Having a migraine and then the left overs for 4  days hasn’t helped and I know its not an excuse but I always feel more bleurgh when I don’t and my eating for the last 2 weeks has been less than perfect. Not ‘bad’ so much as just not as good as usual – which would explain the 1 kilo gain. At the moment our house is chaos with everything packed away (the painter is here) so eating well is more difficult but I am doing ok and only one more day to go 🙂

Anyway – that’s it – I just needed to ‘say it out loud’ to get the negativity out of my head. I know I will have a ball and I will feel fabulous and if nothing else I get to spend time with some amazing people 🙂